Desperation online dating

21 Feb

I looked at him, stunned, “Sorry, I forgot how pretty you are.” The only thought resounding in my head was WTF?!?

I was dying to ask why he didn’t call me but I restrained myself.

They focus on having a great relationship with the people around them…

not trying to acquire a relationship or boyfriend as if they were trying to acquire a new handbag or pair of heels.

I kept it cool and acted like him not calling didn’t bother me in the least.

Without prompting, he said: “I’m so sorry I didn’t call.

Ten minutes later he called to tell me he was waiting downstairs.

We exchanged numbers, kissed, said our goodbyes, and I left feeling quite pleased with myself, knowing that I had played my cards right. I wasn’t expecting a call on Monday or Tuesday because of the ‘rules’ and all that, but by Wednesday night I started to feel a little panicked. By 7 pm I had two choices: resign myself to the fact that he isn’t into me, or do something I had never, ever done before- call him. As the phone rang I practiced the message I would leave on his voicemail in my head but was interrupted when, to my astonishment, a very perplexed-sounding J answered the phone.

Deducing that I had nothing to lose, I decided to go with the latter because he was cute and funny and he gave me butterflies in my stomach which no one had done since my ex and I had been incapable of feeling anything for anyone after my ex and now I finally had feelings again and feelings don’t come around every day so I wasn’t gonna let this go so easily. From there, a horrifically awkward conversation ensued.

He often texts me first and we seem to really get along well and like him a lot.

The thing I need help with is I have no idea if he’s maybe talking to and/or seeing other girls. your only choice is to figure out how to keep yourself stable and stop worrying.